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So I have really been struggling writing about my college experience, and it makes me so sad. I have been having a lot of fun, but it is hard. Not just the school part is hard, but finding good friends, who have values is hard. I have met a few great people, but no one compares to the Krew. I went to a party this weekend, and half of my "friends" never even made it because they "Pre-gamed" too hard that they were throwing up the whole night. It is hard to be the only one not drinking, because everyone wants you to drink a little. But after seeing everyone such a mess, I definitely realized how trashy they looked, and acted. I had complete control over myself and actually had so much fun! I was dancing and a drunk girl was like omg you are sober and still dance? I'm like yaaaa man you don't need to be drunk to have fun! haha
Finals week is upon us and I am totally procrastinating so I don't have stress YET. haha I only have one final and it is next Wednesday in Calculus. I do have a big project for English due Friday though. If I don't look at the assignment maybe it will go away.
My friends are coming home this week and AHHHH I can't even wait. Britt is coming home from Hawaii. I haven't seen her since August and wow I'm excited. Also Britley is coming home, just for the weekend, but will be coming home for a few weeks before she is off to a new adventure in Texas.
Braxton and Riley are my two friends left, and so I spend a lot of my time with them. Sometimes we have fun, but sometimes we really don't. This week I brought them to a Ute Basketball game and that was definitely fun! I do love those boys so much and I am so grateful to have them in my life. Without them, college would have been a really hard adjustment. I would just sit at home all the time, because it is so scary going out partying alone.
My NINETEENTH birthday is coming up on December 19. and I am so excited. I don't know what I will do, but I am just excited because I love Birthdays. and Christmas is soo soon! I am a little disappointed that it hasn't been too cold here in Utah, but the weather is really nice, just hoping for a white Christmas! haha